I want to believe that God exists and that He is my and my family's salvation, shield, helper.I was an unwanted child in our family and now it is hard to believe that someone really loves me. I hav enever known the love of my parents. I have two children and now my husband has forsaken me. I don't know what love is and I don't know how to love others. I suffer and cause suffering to others. I have prayed but I don't know if God hears my prayers? I crave peace of mind, faith, victory. I want to live to please God!
